19.4.07 10.56pm

just finish my dinner..plan to not hav my dinner so late for just tis week but i failed to do so..you just let me realise that i decided to eat wit u was a mistake..y must i everytimes wait u?alwiz let me wait n wait..i hate waiting ppl!although trying to be calm down n not to angry while waiting but i just can't help..after i received ur call i proceed to ur house directly n you should estimate for d time but ur excuse was my miss call was too short..let me tell u..d miss call was just for reminder n not for depender ok..diet make me no mood at all in everything n the worse you make me no mood too..dunno wat the purpose you are there for..make me no secure at all..maybe i should be alone..staying in my world alone..i know i can be very independent most of the time..but i need someone too..n when i need you where are you?dunno maybe u hide in the drawer or maybe in d cupboard or maybe just disappear like tat..can you please tel me why i need you for?i can't tel any..maybe i should not think so much..or maybe i think too much perhaps..just let it be..i found tat we wil never solve our problems...you dun even wan to solve it..so just let it be n maybe one day..let it be...haiz no mood to continue dy..god bless us..